the autumn of my discontent...

I can't take it! I want to climb the walls I'm so bored. I want to fall asleep and never wake up. My life is incredibly boring. All I do is hang out in the house all day. I don't go anywhere. I don't do anything. I mean, I keep the kitchen and my bedroom in order. I wash the dirty towels. Other than that, I do nothing. I spend most of my time on the comptuer doing nothing. Occasionally, I cook. That makes me happy, but it only takes up so much of the day. heh.

I can't seem to find a job. Well, that's not exactly true. I can't seem to find a job that is going to work with my lack of a car. I could have had a job working for a dayspa, but I didn't have a car to get there. Plus, the pay was crappy. The library job didn't work out. They sent me a letter telling me they were impressed with my credentials, but, due to an "incomplete application" they were unable to hire me. That is a bag of horse manure. So, I called them yesterday and left a message asking them to call me and let me know exactly what was missing. If I don't hear back from them on Monday then I'll call again, I guess.

I feel bad b/c I always want to tag along with my friend to Spanish Fork so that I don't die of boredom. When I do that I'm intruding on their family time. I hate that. So, I won't be going anymore. I'm dead serious.

The only spark of interest in my dull life right now is Mr. Ideal. I hate that. It's pathetic. I mean, I've never even seen him for cryin' out loud! He could stop calling me today and therein would end the smidgen of excitement in my life. Agggggggh! I am seriously going to go insane! It being the weekend I haven't heard from him. I more than likely won't hear from him until Monday.

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